Just Go. Stop worrying. I will equip you and clothe you in warrior's armor. You'll never be disappointed if you stick with me. I'm faithful. So faithful. Just Go, says the Lord. Trust.
Recent conversations have made me aware of the fact that I sometimes allow my past to govern my hopes for the future. My fear of abandonment leaves me feeling insecure and anxious. I find myself internalizing little details that mean nothing. I fear that what worries me won't cause my friend to think twice. I find myself always planning because if I don't people wont call. All of these thoughts put more links in the chains that suffocate my joy.
I'm fighting right now. Really hard. And He's screaming at me to just go. To run. Run away from these lies. So I'm not just shadowboxing, I run with purpose in every step.
Be the rock on the edge of the cliff. Just Go.
This one is just for me. No understanding necessary.
About Me
- Chelsea Fenn
- To write about one's self is a very difficult task. You have to choose your words carefully. You don't want to boast too much about all the great qualities you have or the stuff you've accomplished because then you sound, well...boastful. But you have to write something. So I guess if I met you and you asked me to tell you about myself I'd say I'm a work in progress. I know where I've been, I'm not sure where I'm going, and I'm content with that. Transformation. That's the current chapter of my life. Profoundly stated by Byron, "I am not now that which I have been." I hope that is a true statement until the day I die. If not, then I've already died. Philippians 3:8-9
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